And I said thats fine, but your the only one who knows I lied.

I guess recently I've had it too good, I have to go through something much more, than that of which I've been experiencing this year, to hold what i need to.

But i guess all i can do is wait and hope time is on my side.

But late at night when i should be sleeping, i have way too much time on my hands, and in my mind they spin stories and unspoken situations that i wish, oh how i wish, would have come up between us.

I really want to just tell you how much you mean to me and how much i just want to hold you.
just for us to be,

Just us,
Not having to worry about others, Take care of each other from the hurt we've been dealt before.

But all i can offer right now for you is time, I can only respect you and give you time.

though i'd love to ask you just to say you want me, to hold me with the meaning we both know it holds.

But i guess all i can give you is the time you deserve.

Best friends and more,

although my heart sinks a little every time you ask "we're friends? right."

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I just want "Us" instead of "you and me".