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Wednesday, November 28, 2012

Little things.

Sometimes, in life, things just go right for you. Your planets a line, or you karma builds up and returns your favor.
Life's little treats are what makes the bigger picture worth it all. Little treats in the forms of friends, lovers, pets, maybe the cup of tea you drink every Thursday at lunch at a certain place. Even something as small as a lady bug landing on your shoulder. Or the new rain falling. Or wearing that new ring you bought.

To me the small things that make me happier involve, rain. It symbolizes a new start, washing away old and emerging with new. And morning due on grass blades is one of the simplest sights that holds so much beauty.
Rain makes me lighter, freer. I feel new when it rains. Like I should have something to let go of. Just forget and start again.

For me a small thing happen that changed me and made my life a lot happier.

For months now I've been cherished by and been cherishing one of my closest friends, together we have gradually made each others lives happier. Getting to know each other has been one of the happiest times I can't remember. I remember when I first met you I didn't think we had that much in common, but something, curiosity?, brought us closer and helped us find who we were together.

Recently we've become so close to each other, that we've come to discuss and hold the same views and beliefs in life. Creating a bond that I feel is strong.
It's our small chats that make me happier.
Our small nothing conversations.
The silly things we do when we are alone, we're we can just be ourselves.
The times you've made me cry then hold me and made me smile.
The stupid faces and voices we pull when we think no ones watching.
How we can just lye, not say anything and be completely comfortable.

For me, now that I can call you my lover, has made me the happiest.

I'm glad it rained that day too. Perfect setting for a new beginning.



Friday, November 16, 2012

Falling.

Hehehe,

So I guess my time paid off.
Everyday we end up spending more and more time together and you keep doing more to make it feel like we are actually a couple......
And did I hear you mention girlfriend, and out of no where you grabbed my hand.

I feel like a giddily little school girl. Hahaha.

So I know that you asked for time and I've given it to you, know I just really hope you don't turn around and go "yeah, no." Cuz I don't think I could handle that right now. I would really just like you to be my boyfriend.

I've fallen for you.

Oh have I fallen. Haha.


Anyway, so I finally quit my job.
Long story short the son went behind his mothers back and tried to fire me through text, then his mother tried to do major damage control to keep me working form them. As I had completely lost all respect I had for him, I just told them no. I couldn't work under him anymore after she showed me what a spineless idiot he was.

So now I have like no monies and I'm really in the shit if I don't find another job soon. The two week pay out might help me but only for a week haha.

In other news, it was my 21st last week-ish (7th) lol. And I had the best time. But to be completely honest I do not remember half the night or speaking to half the people who told me they bought me shots! Shouldn't have done those two absinthe shots at the start of my night. Hahaha.

So it was a great night.

Totally need to stop buying nail polishes I have so many now! Today I got a new order of Bloom nail polishes and last week I got a few China Glaze. They are beautiful! And I have more coming.

I must say the best present I got for my 21st was the nail polish package from Ronda, which included: not only two BlackCatLacquer polishes. But a lot Hello Kitty nail art and a Secha Vite top coat with refills :D


Been a big few weeks, oh and yeah once again I don't know if I will pass uni! Lol

Over and out. Haha.
:3

Now a few photos of my new stuffs
All my new nail polishes.
My new phone cover.
My new curtains.