Totally Jealous.

Hearing that the girl he pined after for so long would date him if he asked. Ouch. Lol.
I don't mind that you hang out. But hearing that kinda hurts.
In my eyes she's the one you chose first you didn't choose me you just gave me a chance so it hurts to hear that your first choice could have been real.
Makes me feel like your settling for something less.
But I kinda really like you, so I don't mind it as much as I feel I should.
Umm. Yeah I guess what I'm saying is I'm kinda really jealous of her. I know I have you and you love me, but doubt is a trickster in my mind so it makes me feel like your settling.
I guess I just want you to tell me everyday that your not. Reassure me. I really could care less that you still hang out. Just reassure me.
That's all.

おはいよう！（＾＿＾）☆

Fitness routine? GO GO GO!!
Should just start b-girling an over take Justin in health haha. No that would be weird. Also maybe don't do my exercise at 1 in the morning when I have work the next day.
I have a good plan in my head of what I'll do everyday.....in my head.
I must actually start so from now on who ever reads this (myself :(...) remind me to not eat bread or chocolate or food past 7pm.
Ok!
Ok you got that Ellyn you have to remind me!! Go go go!
Man jelly can make you do a lot to feel superior. And no I'm not talking the wobbly jelly.

Gah! Why us it so cold!! I'm so glad I got my new jumper which I happen to be living in! Literally. My whole house is in this jumper. And it's not a massive jumper, quite a feat I have accomplished I would say.

EXAMS ARE SOON! EVERYONE FREAK THE FUCK OUT NOW BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE!!
I really need to start studying everyday. I don't want to fail this year. I really like studying, I've just never been good at exams. Ever.

Gah! Ok rant over so Ellyn, please remind me of the following:
No bread or chocolate (Tim tams sitting in my room doesn't help)
No food after 7
EXERCISE
Live in jumper
べんきょうします!

Rant complete.